Just My Life In Spain

Emma, honey you'r turning 1 today, the big and small 1, now we are allow to call you TODDLER? NOO, you are a baby. Emma, Big Number and hit for you, you mommy and Daddy. Well Emmita, You are a sweetheart but spoiled hahaha, I love that. You are wearing 18 months clothes, you hate wearing shoes, But auntie is on the rescue!! You still have brown eyes, and your hair is changing a bit, is getting more light. Your Grandma and I Skype with you any chance that we have, You sometimes are interesting and play with us Peek a boo, and singing songs, and another days you don't care a bit, but it always nice to see you!! It supposed that for this day you were gonna be here, but we are glad that you didn't because this country is a disaster, We hope that come here when it's get better. You love going out, and the park. You are still loving dogs. You are learning English very well, You know the meaning of kisses, hugs, bye bye, mommy and daddy. You a

Hello My Friends!!! Well today I had my First Goodbye reunion, with my college Friends, It wasn't sad, or anything like that, It just was a NICE lunch, talking and having a great time, it was like I wasn't going anywhere and we are going to see us soon again... I have a great time with them, we Talk about our future, my future, Venezuela's future of course, and well pretty much that was it!! Then I had to ran some errands, for my trip, I brought some shoes for my Niece, I printed some papers, I finally got the Dollars for the trip, and well I'm getting ready for my trip! This suitcases are been in this bed for two days, and Don't have any  desire to fill them up, I'm excited, happy and very grateful for this opportunity, but I'm also scare, sad, and afraid, when I start to fill them up is the meaning of a new life is waiting for me, an unknown future, and well the Goodbyes. I'm still crying for V and R, and I don't know how I'm gonna fee

Hello my Friends Well, Yes I have nothing new to say, we are in the same exact place than 4 days ago, this country is so weird... If you are in a place nothing is happening, the people are doing the same stuff that they do all the time, eating, walking, shopping etc, But if you go 5 blocks away, the police are shooting the students and people, the students are closing streets, and protesting, and if you walk 5 blocks again, everything is normal... I'm not exaggerating that's what is going on. I live in a place were most of the people are in favor with this government, OR were we  are too scare to go out and protest, so I'm almost doing my regular life, or well I'm staying in home doing nothing, or visiting my Grandma, but if you see the twitter or Intagram, they show you people on the street protesting, national guard shooting people, so is weird. I think that this is not going any farther because the TV not show anything of the protesting or nothing they are doin

Last Night I was in my home, I've been here, going anywhere for fear, fear for my life. So I was In my house around 9 pm and Maduro once again made to all the TV networks to broadcast his Speech, and meanwhile he was calling the peace, the police, National Guard, and people in favor of the government was shooting people who was protesting... It was a long night, it was awful, I think no one died, I'm no sure because all the medias are censored, so our only media of communications is Twitter, I don't know if people died last night!! But there's two videos where you can see the National Guard shooting to guys... I will posted, so if you are sensitive of those kind of thing please don't watch it...

Hello my friends!!! I just wanted to let you know That I'm fine, today I'm more calm, the country is more calm, even though that the protest continue, but nothing is happen yet. (I wrote this Yesterday morning) The real thing is I'm trapped at my house I Can't get out, because are protest all over the city, so I have 2 days trapped in here and I'm tired, tomorrow I'm going out, close but out. I just wanted to talk about my obsession right now, one of the things that makes me REALLY happy: Pretty Little Liars, Yes, a tv show, but it is a show that take me away to another place, my mind to another place, and I love it, at least for an hour I'm happy, excited, or sad depend of the episode hahaa, but I really enjoy watching this show, I have years that I haven't enjoy a tv show like this. Every episode let me thinking about it, for about two days, and yesterday episode was CRAY, and I love it, I can't wait for next week!!! It's a show b

February 19

Hello My friends... we stay in Venezuela, today was a important day, the oppositions leader surrendered to the government, it was so sad watching him saying good bye to his wife. The government are accusing him of promote the protest, and because of that they are saying that he is guilty of the 3 deaths,so they also are accusing of murder, even though it was the POLICE who shot and killed the 3 people, 2 of them students I thought that today it would be a crazy day, a lot of protest and stuff like that, but thanks God so far everything is calm. This Photo was early, the whole people who escort Leopoldo to surrendered

Despite all the negatives things of this country, I'm really proud to be born here, this country made me, made grow. I learn so much bout myself by living here, and I'm so grateful for little things that maybe you don't understand, like have water everyday, food in my table, a roof above my head, the most simple things I'm so proud of the people, I'm proud of the fighter, I'm so proud of the students. I would never change the memories that I have here, I'm so grateful for the friends I made here, for the people that I met here, especially my family, I LOVE my Family, my cousins are my friends, and sometime they joke about that, but is the truth, my aunts and uncles are wonderful, my dad and mom, well I love them so much, so my country is a CRAZY place, but I'm proud to say that I born here. I'm so proud of our culture, where EVERYONE is very welcome, where most of the people are so friendly, where anybody could help you. Beside everythi

Gosh I can't believe what happened today, I HATE THIS GOVERNMENT WITH ALL MY HEART. My sweet, adorable and wonderful  American Family , have to leave the country because our "PRESIDENT" kicked them out. Story According to Maduro "our President" my boss altogether with the government of United State were planning a putsch, and that they were offering to the students Visas in change that they go to protest against the Government... Oh my god what stupid thing!!! my boss was in Washington this whole week, and she is the most nicer women/person in the whole world , she didn't deserve this. We find out at noon and she has to leave the country in less than 24 hours, so I packed the kids clothes and some toys and was SOO sad, This was supposed to be my last week with them, but I never though saying good bye in this situation, also today was the first and last day of the new Nanny, she was in shock, and tragically without job, but she was okay bout that, she

As A Venezuelan is my duty to let people know what is actually happening in my Country. Has been 4 days of protests, where students are the main characters, where they are the ones who are fighting for ours rights, and I honestly feel embarrassed to not be present at these protests, and I'm fear, fear for my life , so even that I'm not in there in person I feels is  my DUTY protest, let you know what is happening and that's why this post. I have a little over 15 days to leave my country to seek a better future, a country where it guarantees me my life, where I can have access to food, house, car, travel, etc., but let ALL of my family here, and it hurts my soul to leave them and not to be able to take them all, but I hope this step I am taking it, help the future of my entire family, sometimes I feel like treacherous for the fact of leaving my country and not fight for what I believe and what I want, but honestly, this regime will not go

Hello My Friends!! Right now I Feel like I'm having a deja vu from last year. Last year by this time, I was so stressed out, about my trip, college and work, I was SOO tired... This Year is diferent, Yes, I'm Tired and my head is all over the place, but I'm not stressed out. My Head mainly is on Planing my niece's Birthday party, I'm not alone thanks god, The grandmother of my niece is helping me a lot, and also an Aunt of her, So is not that stressful. Then is my Trip, Yes, I have my ticket, but this goverment is sooo hideous, and well every two minutes is something new poping up for people who's traveling. and Then my work, I love my work, it is not stressful at all, but I have to prepare the kids for their new nanny, this is my last week alone with them, next week the other girl is coming and I'm gonna be with her, then my sister is coming, then party, and then trip... 3 busy weeks!!!! But I'm fine.

Hello My friends!! Today I wanna talk about my Kids, my REAL kids, V and R... (oh men, I don't want to cry) it's hard to believe that has been a year since I saw them, since I shared my time with them, Since I played with them, since I said I love you to them, I miss them so much!!! Also I can't believe that I still talk to their mother, she is my friend now, I always ask some kind of advise from her, and she ask me to, I really love our relationship, and I hope that NEVER change. It's has been a year and I still cry for them, It's true, My wonderful new job HELPED ME to overcome "my lost" but it's still a lost, I knew that, that day would come sooner or later, but it's hard saying good bye and give up to the opportunity to see them again and work with them again, so I Won't say good bye or give up to the oportunity to work with them again. I LOVE with my whole heart those kids, they are always have a SPECIAL place in my heart, and th

My boy, You are 17 months and you are getting closer to the terrible Two. Blond Hair and Blue eyes, Just like your sister. You are so adorable, and easy going toddler, even thought some days you show a little of character. You like to do Everything that your sister does. You love turning of and on the lights all over the house. You are climb up in everything, couch, bed, chairs, table etc. Your favorite space of the whole house is the kitchen, I think it is because your mommy let you play there. Your favorites activities involves paint, game fit, messiness, food, etc. You Almost eats everything, so far you don't have any favorite food. You say, Hola, aló, and Chao, in Spanish and in English you say, Sorry, bye, and hello. You don't watch Any TV, you don't like it, you love running around for the whole house. and Sweet Baby boy, I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!!!

Hello My friends, I wanna talk about My girl, my Precious Girl, the Girl than I have taking care those past 3 months Since I will leaving soon, and I just have 3 more week to be with them I just wanted to remember them, I never thought that I would fell in love with this kids so fast, but It happen, so I just want to remember how they was. My Girl. She is 4 years old, you turn 5 on Agust 6. Blond hair and gorgeous blue eyes. She is obsesed with horses, reinders and dogs. She has names for ALL her toys, animals, babies, dolls, etc, her favorites are, the dog Spot, another dog Daisy and a Horse named Majestique. She is a very Inteligent little girl, she can say the numbers in English from 0 to 40 and in Spanish from 0 to 20. She loves watching movies in Spanish and have Snacks every time that she can. Her favorite food is Mac and Cheese, or any pasta. Sometimes she is a very good Big Sister and sometimes she isn't. She has her Moments moments when she shows