Done With Pikychaqui
Yeii, finally I'm done with pikychaqui!! I HOPE
It was fun and exhausting at the same time, taking everything out of the closets and cabinets and stuff!! by the end my whole body was hurting, I didn't felt sad or depressed about it, finally I can see the house as a house and not as a home.
It helps that everything is out and there's nothing left of them (of my kids and bosses) I mean there's stuff of them but I don't see them like it belong to them, I just see them like Stuff, and that's so good for me, before every time that I went to that house I left feeling sad and nostalgic, and now those feelings are GONE! I mean I love that House but I don't feel like that is their house anymore, also maybe because I finally accepted that THEY'RE NOT COMING BACK, I'm in peace with that too, so yes, I finally I'm out of that house for now, now they want to me to do the garage sale, but I'm not quite sure about it, I guess if they ask me seriously I will do it, but will see.
For now that's all, I didn't take pictures of the house when I finished because I wanted to remember me as it was before.
It was fun and exhausting at the same time, taking everything out of the closets and cabinets and stuff!! by the end my whole body was hurting, I didn't felt sad or depressed about it, finally I can see the house as a house and not as a home.
It helps that everything is out and there's nothing left of them (of my kids and bosses) I mean there's stuff of them but I don't see them like it belong to them, I just see them like Stuff, and that's so good for me, before every time that I went to that house I left feeling sad and nostalgic, and now those feelings are GONE! I mean I love that House but I don't feel like that is their house anymore, also maybe because I finally accepted that THEY'RE NOT COMING BACK, I'm in peace with that too, so yes, I finally I'm out of that house for now, now they want to me to do the garage sale, but I'm not quite sure about it, I guess if they ask me seriously I will do it, but will see.
For now that's all, I didn't take pictures of the house when I finished because I wanted to remember me as it was before.
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