Just My Life In Spain

Oh my God, I really hate it!!! they make cry like a child for stupid things!!! This week I spent it crying for everything, I mean everything, I'm in home alone and I love it!!! I have so much free time, and I can do whatever I want, but also I have a lot of time to think.. Everything started on Monday, you all know how I love live here (sarcastic tone), well, my sister send me a video of 4 men shaving it the head of a women (without her permission) to sell the hair in the hair salon, so they can make extensions, YES THAT IS REALLY HAPPENING HERE, the women with long hair have to be careful here, because they might be victims of a hair robbery... well the thing is that I watched that, and it was so awful, I just started to cry for the women, for me, for my country, it was just too much... and my desire to go out of here went UP. Tuesday... It is my Favorite day, because I watch my favorite tv show (Pretty Little liars) and this Tuesday was the season finale, well the end of th...

Emma is my beautiful Niece!! I love her so much!!! it passed 2  months since the last time I saw her, but my sister send me Videos almost every day! and photos EVERY DAY...  Emma is so funny and beautiful and Spoiled, but how can don't do it... Today she is turning 6 months, unbelievable  how the time goes.. . Well for what my sister tell me, and the videos I know that.  She is crawling, really, she go from spot to another in no time. she is sitting up by herself. she eat a lot.. fruits and bottles.  she LOVES the pool and be outside.  she is a smiling girl, always happy. she is wearing 9 months clothes. She is Sleeping in her own room all night!! I miss her so much!!! Happy 6 months my little Angel 

If you have a time reading my blog you know that "My kids" aren't really my kids, they are the kids that I use to babysit... Well it has passed 6 months since the last time that I saw them in person, six long-shorts months!!! I went to Spain in March and they went to the USA in April/May and they are not returning, at least for now, I cried a lot about this, said Good bye to them ALWAYS is hard, they are my kids, I love them with all my heart and miss them, but I'm glad that all of then are in the State where they belong, where to me, they (At least my boss) are more Happy and where the kids are safe.... I talk to them via Skype, in these 6 months I think we are been talking like 4 or 5 times, yesterday was the last one, 45 minutes talking to a boy of 6 and a girl of 3 haha quite a conversation, but I LOVE IT, make me feel so close to them, and  I love hear their voices, and laughs and just for a few minutes be in their lives... With their mom, I talk with her lik...

Yes, I was depressed for like two weeks and I tell you why... You know the saying "Make plans and God will Smiling along with you", well that's what happened... everybody knows that I want to leave Venezuela (for so many reasons), SO I thought that this year would be the year that finally I can leave this country, but God laughed of me. The 3 months that I spend on Spain this year it was not only for meet My sweet niece, but also to know how is the the process to get admit in the College there, I went to my sister to the College and asked about the requirements to be able to study there for a year, they only needed my College Degree, the money and some card of my university... I thought it was simple and easy requirements, so I was happy to be able to study there, but well no everything goes with the plan.. Here in Venezuela the teachers of public University went to strike (I still don't know that it's the right word I hope so)  and that, delay all the paper...

It seems that nobody missed me, but that's ok... I really doing this just for me... Well, I didn't pretended disappear that long, it was a big hiatus, (almost two months), I just stoped because I just wasn't feeling it, I just started to think that nobody cares what was is going on on my life, and Why I have to post it on the Internet?, so I just stop, and almost all the time when I stop writing here, I still keep writing on my private diaries, but didn't happen either, so I think I just do not wanted to write about my life anymore who cares?? so for two months I was happy not writing at all, and well, my life is like in slow motion now, I just wanted this months to do nothing and that's is pretty much what is going on... What change? I don't know, it's been a few days I been telling me myself to write on my blog, and right now it seems to be a great time, I'm not sleepy, I'm alone with my thoughts, with a cup of coffee on my stomachs and ready to ...